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Note to Self When Dealing with Stubborn Ego Issues

I intend to be free. Free from old programming and belief systems, free to live an authentic life, inside out. Stepping up and out into an energy that isย called The Rainbow Lightbody. (Check out the ย free channeling for South Africa and USA from October 7 on Michelle Manders’ freebie page at michellemanders.com if you are interested in more info on it ๐Ÿ˜Š )

The way to that freedom and that energy for me is to be brutally honest with myself in stepping out of those old programs and belief systems within me. Brutally honest and aware of myself to recognize what’s going on in me and how my lower ego tries to trick me so that I don’t do the work needed for me to get to my intended freedom.

In my case this programs have been part of my survival and to the degree that they are deeply rooted and very stubborn. The resistance from my lower ego has thus been just as stubborn.

What I have done is to work with handing it all over to my Higher Self as in when something has come up I immediatly stop myself and say to myself: I hand this over to my higher self. My Higher Self is much more powerful than my lower ego negative thinking. (As have been suggested by the Masters in the channelungs provided by Michelle Manders) This phrase is what I have used repeatedly. Some days when I started hundreds of times, not always noticing any effect of it until the next day. Then after doing this for a few days I started noticing major shifts that continued with me sticking to doing it, resulting in finally not having to use it that often any more.

I trust the Masters and I know they don’t suggest processes like this unless it works. So even if my lower ego has had doubts I have used it as suggested, trusting that I at some point will se results from it. And indeed it has worked out well with this reprogramming. I still use it at times, when something is going on and now it shifts more or less immediatly. To me I’ve come to work with and trust my Higher Self with this and have a totally different peaceful energy with it than before.

Bottomline is that I realized with all of this that when my old programming is that stubborn I just need to be even more stubborn (determined, patient, perservering) in order for me to transcend it. Stick to the process and not to give in ๐Ÿ˜Š.

Hang on in there if you are experiencing something similarโฃ
In love, light and peace โ˜ฎ๐Ÿ•‰๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’œโค๏ธ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป

Lena

Struggling Not to Struggle

I’ve been in survival mode most of my life. Without knowing it to begin with, but along the way with getting to know myself also seeing how it all has been going on.  Old belief systems and programming now outdated, simply because they have served their purpose for me to come to this point in life.  Grateful for that I am. ๐Ÿ™‚

Now the last bits and pieces of it is being transcended. Very subtle energies that at times are challenging to find, but with the knowing of self combined with awareness and attention as well as help from seen and unseen friends, I can always find them. And I do.

Along the way one challenge for me is  not to struggle, since that is part of my old programming. This sometimes leaves me with struggling not to struggle ๐Ÿ˜‚ 

The trick to get through it for me is to have the awareness to be able to see what’s going on, take a step aside, laugh – or at least smile- at it and just accept the whole thing, allowing for it to be accepted with compassion. This realeases the energy and allows the process to flow freely for me. 

It’s also awesome how quick this can shift these days, along with any healing needed.

I just love itโฃ
Love and blessings from me to you๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’š๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป

Lena

How to Trust

When we deal with changing and shifting deep, old programming patience and perserverance is needed along with compassion with ourselves to be able to transform and transcend.
Trusting has been one of my greatest challenges. Still there are many different aspects to it. For me putting trust into trusting the process of coming to fully trusting works as a meta trust and helps me getting to the state of trust I intend for.

And so the journey continues ย ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’œ๐ŸŽถ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป

A walk in the park

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Visiting my old mother (90 years old ๐Ÿ™‚ ) I went for a walk in the park enjoying the beauty found around me. A very simple pleasure that fuels me with energy from the plant kingdom and strengthens my inner beauty, makes me feel good and reconnect with my Self.
Simple, powerful and absolutely lovely. One of my favourite things to do. ๐Ÿ™‚

Sharing some pictures with you.
Hope you can sense and enjoy this too ๐Ÿ™‚

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Blessings to you on your day! ๐Ÿ™‚

In Love and Light
/Lena

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