Posts tagged ‘Spirituality’

Note to Self When Dealing with Stubborn Ego Issues

I intend to be free. Free from old programming and belief systems, free to live an authentic life, inside out. Stepping up and out into an energy that is called The Rainbow Lightbody. (Check out the  free channeling for South Africa and USA from October 7 on Michelle Manders’ freebie page at michellemanders.com if you are interested in more info on it 😊 )

The way to that freedom and that energy for me is to be brutally honest with myself in stepping out of those old programs and belief systems within me. Brutally honest and aware of myself to recognize what’s going on in me and how my lower ego tries to trick me so that I don’t do the work needed for me to get to my intended freedom.

In my case this programs have been part of my survival and to the degree that they are deeply rooted and very stubborn. The resistance from my lower ego has thus been just as stubborn.

What I have done is to work with handing it all over to my Higher Self as in when something has come up I immediatly stop myself and say to myself: I hand this over to my higher self. My Higher Self is much more powerful than my lower ego negative thinking. (As have been suggested by the Masters in the channelungs provided by Michelle Manders) This phrase is what I have used repeatedly. Some days when I started hundreds of times, not always noticing any effect of it until the next day. Then after doing this for a few days I started noticing major shifts that continued with me sticking to doing it, resulting in finally not having to use it that often any more.

I trust the Masters and I know they don’t suggest processes like this unless it works. So even if my lower ego has had doubts I have used it as suggested, trusting that I at some point will se results from it. And indeed it has worked out well with this reprogramming. I still use it at times, when something is going on and now it shifts more or less immediatly. To me I’ve come to work with and trust my Higher Self with this and have a totally different peaceful energy with it than before.

Bottomline is that I realized with all of this that when my old programming is that stubborn I just need to be even more stubborn (determined, patient, perservering) in order for me to transcend it. Stick to the process and not to give in 😊.

Hang on in there if you are experiencing something similar❣
In love, light and peace ☮🕉💚💜❤️🙏🏻

Lena

Struggling Not to Struggle

I’ve been in survival mode most of my life. Without knowing it to begin with, but along the way with getting to know myself also seeing how it all has been going on.  Old belief systems and programming now outdated, simply because they have served their purpose for me to come to this point in life.  Grateful for that I am. 🙂

Now the last bits and pieces of it is being transcended. Very subtle energies that at times are challenging to find, but with the knowing of self combined with awareness and attention as well as help from seen and unseen friends, I can always find them. And I do.

Along the way one challenge for me is  not to struggle, since that is part of my old programming. This sometimes leaves me with struggling not to struggle 😂 

The trick to get through it for me is to have the awareness to be able to see what’s going on, take a step aside, laugh – or at least smile- at it and just accept the whole thing, allowing for it to be accepted with compassion. This realeases the energy and allows the process to flow freely for me. 

It’s also awesome how quick this can shift these days, along with any healing needed.

I just love it❣
Love and blessings from me to you💜💚🌈🙏🏻

Lena

The Importance of Walking The Talk

A very dear friend of mine helped me in a brutal, but profound way, about 10 years ago to see that I talked a lot of how things should be and not be, giving a lot of good advice, but not living it myself.

It was a bit shocking to begin with as I couldn’t really see it and accept it myself, but it was absolutely true. True and a turning point for me, since I realized how important it really is to walk my talk. It is important to me in my life and something that I really believe in. If I can’t walk my talk then I am not trustworthy. Words spoken are empty unless we live them.

Everything that manifests starts with a thought, but every thought isn’t taken into action.  And those thoughts that matters really needs to be reflected into manifested actions as well to follow through fully, which is why it is such a good thing to be aware of what we are thinking as well. Aware of what we are thinking and how that matches what we are actually saying and doing. Aware of what we are feeling as well. Awareness all in all is a basic key, as I see it. Awareness of Self first of all. Everything begins with the Self and comes from within. What is on the inside is reflected on the outside.

Part of being authentic is to walk my talk, to be authentic inside out. Getting there can be done in several ways. In my case it started with that brutal insight I described above, followed by a decision to change and follow through on my decision. Having full awareness of my thoughts, feelings, reactions on the inside to be able to consciously choose my actions accordingly. It may sound easy, but it has taken quite a while to do this fully, and I am still watching my lower ego carefully, monitoring myself every day, throughout the day  to make sure I stay true to this.

The more tricky parts can involve what is not on a conscious level, since it’s hidden. With practicing full awareness and using appropriate tools that resonate with who I am, I am able to have those parts of myself become visible on a conscious level as well.

What would those tools be then?

I follow and practice the work that is channeled by ascended Masters through Michelle Manders (michellemanders.com). I’ve done this since about 2009 and continue to do it, because it works, quite simply put. When I found her and her work back then I was extremely sceptic to channeled material, because there is so much low quality stuff out there. With trying out her channelings I was deeply and profoundly affected by it – undeniably – and with the teachings from these Masters ( Kuthumi-Agrippa and Mary Magdalene being two of them) It is high quality material.  I have had quite an awesome ride on my life journey, evolving as a spiritual human being in an amazing way I had never expected. These Masters have walked  on Earth and thus they know what we are facing. They are talking their walk, in the sense that they walked their talk when on earth and now they are teaching from that experience and perspective.  Michelle is a very skilled medieval astrologer, highly psychic with a lot of other skills in her back pocket as well. Check her and her work out if you are interested. There are live free channelings open for anyone interested if you want to try it on. You can also find free recordings and transcripts on her website.

So, I stick to my decision to walk my talk, because it resonates with me and who I want to be in this world, living in truth, being authentic. 🙂

How about you? 😉

In love and light <3
Lena

The Hopi Life Path

We have so much to learn from the indigenous people around the world. Native Americans are very close to my heart and these Youtube clips are about the 2 different life paths according to the Hopi people.

It is time for us to rise up together as One and choose our path in service of Mother Earth and all of humanity.

Enjoy in joy❣💚💜🙏🏻🌈

 

 

To be Special and Chosen


So many spiritual people have a desire to be “special” and a need to feel they are a “chosen one”.

Chosen to be whatever it might be, but most often chosen to be something more than anyone else, to be someone special.

Why is that? And what is that?

To me it’s just a lower ego desire. Something within me that isn’t happy and satisfied with just being who I am. A part of me that believes I am not good enough as I am, that I need to be “more” to be accepted and loved.

Why is it so hard to just love ourselves just the way we are and be happy with that? As I see it it is when we are able to accept all parts of ourselves – including the most “ugly” ones – that we find peace with ourselves. Peace and compassion which enables us to love ourselves just the way we are. Seeing and accepting that we are already special just the way we are. All of us.
When we get to that point we will not have to put any effort in finding that specialness outside of ourselves, but on the inside which also empowers us as individuals, because we don’t have to rely on someone else outside of us. It is all inside of us.

The part of being “a chosen one” is also interesting when you look on it. We are all unique with different gifts and talents and we all have a role to play in the whole scenery where our uniqueness fits perfect even if it isn’t always obvious to us and it may take a while to find that role. In that sense we are all chosen to play our different roles. No one is better than the other either. We are all needed and we are all perfect and beautiful.
We should also remember that we have all chosen to be here and be who we are before we incarnated. So in that sense we are all indeed chosen. Chosen by ourselves – not by anyone else. Which is also a view to consider when you wish to stay empowered within yourself. 🙂

 

 

 

Happiness Inside Out

When we realize that happiness comes from within we become free. Free from the expectations that someone else or something else outside of us are responsible for our own happiness. To me it all starts on the inside.

First of all the old saying “Man know thyself” is basic here. By knowing ourselves truly, honestly and fully we get to know what our needs are, where they come from, why we have them. Awareness is a big key in it all. Being aware of who we are, why we react like we do, why we act like we do based on our inner programming stored inside in the unconscious and subconscious as well as the conscious.

Extreme awareness of self, combined with detachement (the ability to step aside of myself and observe what is going on) is to me very powerful tools in getting to know myself in order for me to be able to see what is really going on. It also takes courage and brutal honesty with oneself, because what comes up is sometimes really shitty, ugly and far from light and can at times be extremely painful if there are deep wounds connected to it. Most of the times when the shit comes to the surface by daring to face it (and maybe first of all face the fact that it exists, no matter how “light” I am) you start the healing process just by facing it. When you face it you also accept it, which is an act of love in itself. Accept it and embrace it with compassion and grace most often is enough to transform it. Acceptance is then too a part of ending the civil war within myself when different parts of myself is at war. Ending that war gives me peace and harmony and that in turn makes me feel happy.

In order to ascend we need to descend, which is something spiritual people often won’t realize, because “being spiritual” is interpreted as being better and not having any inside shit.
I am not done with my shit yet, so I keep my awareness up and do what I can to take full responsibility of self to be happy, even if the way there is rough and painful at times, it is more than worth it! 🙂

 

 

 

 

 

The Goddess Emerging 

The picture above is from the beach the other day 🙂

 

In the middle of the Venus retrograde on the lips of so many aware, astrology interested people I am attending another excellent workshop with Michelle Manders (from Palace of Peace) with the title: Goddess Emerging Workshop. This is an opportunity to dive deeper into myself and specifically my Goddess Self where part of it is what Michelle describes as:

“In the 4 classes we will address some of your core debilitating belief systems and taboo’s about what women are and meant to be, as well as your own concept of self, your self-worth, and how you slice and dice your Goddess Self to the degree that she cannot emerge fully and in some cases not at all.”

So not exactly a walk in the everyday park, but quite challenging, at the same time as with all this kind of work so extremely rewarding! 🙂

In the process of digging into it and working through my stuff I put a piece of music together that is titled “Goddess Emerging”.

It is instrumental at this point, but will most likely be followed by a version with sounds and words. Those keep shifting with the process though, so that part isn’t finished yet.

Meanwhile I choose to share the instrumental version with you here.

 

Goddess Emerging  (Lena LightFeather and The Invisible Ones) 

As always it is based on the natural frequency of A=432Hz 🙂

 
If you wish to download it you can do that here:
Goddess Emerging -Instrumental

 

Please enjoy in joy! <3

 

In Love and Light

Lena

 

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