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To be Special and Chosen

So many spiritual people have a desire to be “special” and a need to feel they are a “chosen one”.

Chosen to be whatever it might be, but most often chosen to be something more than anyone else, to be someone special.

Why is that? And what is that?

To me it’s just a lower ego desire. Something within me that isn’t happy and satisfied with just being who I am. A part of me that believes I am not good enough as I am, that I need to be “more” to be accepted and loved.

Why is it so hard to just love ourselves just the way we are and be happy with that? As I see it it is when we are able to accept all parts of ourselves – including the most “ugly” ones – that we find peace with ourselves. Peace and compassion which enables us to love ourselves just the way we are. Seeing and accepting that we are already special just the way we are. All of us.
When we get to that point we will not have to put any effort in finding that specialness outside of ourselves, but on the inside which also empowers us as individuals, because we don’t have to rely on someone else outside of us. It is all inside of us.

The part of being “a chosen one” is also interesting when you look on it. We are all unique with different gifts and talents and we all have a role to play in the whole scenery where our uniqueness fits perfect even if it isn’t always obvious to us and it may take a while to find that role. In that sense we are all chosen to play our different roles. No one is better than the other either. We are all needed and we are all perfect and beautiful.
We should also remember that we have all chosen to be here and be who we are before we incarnated. So in that sense we are all indeed chosen. Chosen by ourselves – not by anyone else. Which is also a view to consider when you wish to stay empowered within yourself. ๐Ÿ™‚




Happiness Inside Out

When we realize that happiness comes from within we become free. Free from the expectations that someone else or something else outside of us are responsible for our own happiness. To me it all starts on the inside.

First of all the old saying “Man know thyself” is basic here. By knowing ourselves truly, honestly and fully we get to know what our needs are, where they come from, why we have them. Awareness is a big key in it all. Being aware of who we are, why we react like we do, why we act like we do based on our inner programming stored inside in the unconscious and subconscious as well as the conscious.

Extreme awareness of self, combined with detachement (the ability to step aside of myself and observe what is going on) is to me very powerful tools in getting to know myself in order for me to be able to see what is really going on. It also takes courage and brutal honesty with oneself, because what comes up is sometimes really shitty, ugly and far from light and can at times be extremely painful if there are deep wounds connected to it. Most of the times when the shit comes to the surface by daring to face it (and maybe first of all face the fact that it exists, no matter how “light” I am) you start the healing process just by facing it. When you face it you also accept it, which is an act of love in itself. Accept it and embrace it with compassion and grace most often is enough to transform it. Acceptance is then too a part of ending the civil war within myself when different parts of myself is at war. Ending that war gives me peace and harmony and that in turn makes me feel happy.

In order to ascend we need to descend, which is something spiritual people often won’t realize, because “being spiritual” is interpreted as being better and not having any inside shit.
I am not done with my shit yet, so I keep my awareness up and do what I can to take full responsibility of self to be happy, even if the way there is rough and painful at times, it is more than worth it! ๐Ÿ™‚







Picture taken from my neighborhood ๐Ÿ™‚

The past couple of weeks I have been experiencing a lot of reconnections to other worlds and star beings as well as to who I am, remembering more.

This was a bit overwhelming as well as mind-blowing to me and part of my honoring this reconnection as well as processing it was to create music accordingly.

That piece of music is what I wish to share with you here and now ๐Ÿ™‚

Based on the natural frequency of A=432Hz as usual.

Enjoy in Joy!


Just click the link below:

Reconnection with Lena LightFeather and The Invisible Ones


May the Force be with you! ๐Ÿ˜‰


In Light and Love <3



Northern LightFeather Productions ๐Ÿ’š


The Importance of Walking My Talk

A very dear friend of mine helped me in a brutal, but profound way,ย aboutย 10 years ago to see that I talked a lot of how things should be and not be, giving a lot of good advice, but not living it myself.

It was a bit shocking to begin with as I couldn’t really see it and accept it myself, but it was absolutely true. True and a turning point for me, since I realized how important it really is to walk myย talk. It is important to me in my life and something that I really believe in. If I can’t walk my talk then I am not trustworthy. Words spokenย are empty unless we live them.

Everything that manifests starts with a thought, but every thought isn’t taken into action. ย And those thoughts that matters really needs to be reflected into manifested actions as well to follow through fully, which is why it is such a good thing to be aware of what we are thinking as well. Aware of what we are thinking and how that matches what we are actually saying and doing. Aware of what we are feeling as well. Awareness all in all is a basic key, as I see it. Awareness of Self first of all. Everything begins with the Self and comes from within. What is on the inside is reflected on the outside.

Part of being authentic is to walk my talk, to be authentic inside out. Getting there can be done in several ways. In my case it started with that brutal insight I described above, followed by a decision to change and follow through on my decision. Having full awareness of my thoughts, feelings, reactions on the inside to be able to consciously choose my actions accordingly. It may sound easy, but it has taken quite a while to do this fully, and I am still watching my lower ego carefully, monitoring myself every day, throughout the day ย to make sure I stay true to this.

The more tricky parts can involve what is not on a conscious level, since it’s hidden. With practicing full awareness and using appropriate tools that resonate with who I am, I am able to have those parts of myself become visible on a conscious level as well.

What would those tools be then?

I follow and practice the work that is channeled by ascended Masters through Michelle Manders ( I’ve done this since about 2009 and continue to do it, because it works, quite simply put. When I found her and her work back then I was extremely sceptic to channeled material, because there is so much low quality stuff out there. With trying out her channelings I was deeply and profoundly affected by it – undeniably – and with the teachings from these Masters (mainly Kuthumi-Agrippa and Mary Magdalene) I have had quite an awesome ride on my life journey, evolving as a spiritual human being in an amazing way I had never expected. These Masters have walked ย on Earth and thus they know what we are facing. They are talking their walk, in the sense that they walked their talk when on earth and now they are teaching from that experience and perspective. ย Michelle is a very skilled medieval astrologer, highly psychic with a lot of other skills in her back pocket as well. Check her and her work out if you are interested. There are live free channelings open for anyone interested if you want to try it on. You can also find free recordings and transcripts on her website.

So, I stick to my decision to walk my talk, because it resonates with me and who I want to be in this world, living in truth, being authentic. ๐Ÿ™‚

How about you? ๐Ÿ˜‰


In love and light <3




The colourful Tree

I can’t help myself from admiring the trees this time of the year. All the colours are amazing and it is also so exciying to see how it shifts from day to day.

This is a tree that I pass daily on my way to work. It is shining in the middle of the city and giving so much joy, pleasure to those passing it. And it also helps the city people stay connected to Mother Nature, though living in the city. Such a beautiful messenger in so many ways. I give thanks to it when I pass it. ๐Ÿ™‚

I hope you have similar trees in your neighbourhood! ๐Ÿ™‚

In Love and Light


A leap of faith

Autumn in the forest

I’m in the forest enjoying the season. Taking pics of all the beauty around me. Finding mushrooms and berries led by Spirit. Today there is no rain so I can sit here for a while, have some warm ginger tea and just enjoy being here.

The last few weeks have been extremely intense with me walking on an edge. My work leaves no space for other things I want to do and it seems I am at a crossroads. I have asked Spirit to help and guide me and I am also asking for the courage and strength to follow what is being delivered to me.
I trust that this will come to me now. ๐Ÿ™‚

It truly seems that this is the time to let go of all the old fears, just facing them and act anyway. So it really is more about that than finding out what to do.

Isn’t it kind of interesting that I am right now sitting on top of a hill with a beautiful view? Taking this leap of faith is probably the biggest challenge I’ve ever met to be compared to jumping off a cliff to fly. And to fly high. Letting go and let God.
Trust has been one of my greatest challenges for such a long time now. Somehow I know that the time is right now for me to let go of my old life and step into a totally new one. The fears are fears and nothing else. ๐Ÿ™‚

Part of being authentic is to know myself and to walk the talk. Going to Egypt on the Pilgrimage in December is part of this and also trusting the guidance receieved by Spirit and my invisible friends.
I feel fear and excitement at the same time. Breaking up with the old and stepping into the new. The Aquarian Age is coming. <3

May you have a beautiful day full of blessings! ๐Ÿ™‚

In Love and Light


The Power of the Rose


I asked my invisible friends for help yesterday as I was on my way to a hearing at the court. It was an important meeting and I felt a bit nervous and needed help to be able to stay calm and centered. First I could feel the energies around me changing making me feel good and grateful for them being there as I felt cared for and protected. Then as I continued to walk to the train I suddenly saw the beautiful red rose. It caught my attention so I stopped, took the photo of it and a deep breath drawing its scent into my nose. I then continued my walk.
When I reached the place for the meeting I asked for help again and guidance. “Bring the rose with you to the room.” was what I heard several times. So I did. Within me I brought the rose energy with me and I felt peaceful, harmonius and at ease. I was also adviced to surrender to my inner wisdom. This combination worked extremely well for me right there and then. ๐Ÿ™‚

The meeting turned out to be above all my expectations and I felt really good afterwards. Once again I had been shown the simple power of the rose in such a beautiful way ๐Ÿ™‚

The first time was through a meditation with Jim Self (found on his website for free). That meditation is simple and yet very powerful. You can find it here: The Rose Tool with Jim Self

So was my experience yesterday.

Deeply grateful I am. ๐Ÿ™‚

May you have a magical and beautiful day full of similar blessings!

In Love and Light

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