While reading “The Book of Love” by Kathleen McGowan I came across a part that speaks of being in service to God, to serve and follow God’s will and not my own.
My primary reaction to this was quite interesting, feeling resistance and some anger. I realize at that moment that this is something I need to work with.
In the process of surrendering and letting go, a part of it to me is all about letting go of my own will and what the ego wants and says. What is then so hard about letting go of my will?
“I know how it goes. I end up loosing it all as always before. Why would it be different this time?”
This part of me is possible to talk to. By doing that through my journal I also bring forth the parts of me that needs healing, bringing it to the light and by doing this, processing it.
This works for me so I do it every day. Layer by layer until I am free, free from within. 🙂
So right now I am focusing on letting go of my will and follow God’s will. Trusting that all will reveal itself in divine and perfect timing I know the resistance will disappear when the process is finished.
Step by step with patience and perserverence I will be free.
But is really my will not the will of Mother Father God?
I wish you a blessed day wherever you are!
In Love and Light