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Note to Self When Dealing with Stubborn Ego Issues

I intend to be free. Free from old programming and belief systems, free to live an authentic life, inside out. Stepping up and out into an energy that is called The Rainbow Lightbody. (Check out the  free channeling for South Africa and USA from October 7 on Michelle Manders’ freebie page at michellemanders.com if you are interested in more info on it 😊 )

The way to that freedom and that energy for me is to be brutally honest with myself in stepping out of those old programs and belief systems within me. Brutally honest and aware of myself to recognize what’s going on in me and how my lower ego tries to trick me so that I don’t do the work needed for me to get to my intended freedom.

In my case this programs have been part of my survival and to the degree that they are deeply rooted and very stubborn. The resistance from my lower ego has thus been just as stubborn.

What I have done is to work with handing it all over to my Higher Self as in when something has come up I immediatly stop myself and say to myself: I hand this over to my higher self. My Higher Self is much more powerful than my lower ego negative thinking. (As have been suggested by the Masters in the channelungs provided by Michelle Manders) This phrase is what I have used repeatedly. Some days when I started hundreds of times, not always noticing any effect of it until the next day. Then after doing this for a few days I started noticing major shifts that continued with me sticking to doing it, resulting in finally not having to use it that often any more.

I trust the Masters and I know they don’t suggest processes like this unless it works. So even if my lower ego has had doubts I have used it as suggested, trusting that I at some point will se results from it. And indeed it has worked out well with this reprogramming. I still use it at times, when something is going on and now it shifts more or less immediatly. To me I’ve come to work with and trust my Higher Self with this and have a totally different peaceful energy with it than before.

Bottomline is that I realized with all of this that when my old programming is that stubborn I just need to be even more stubborn (determined, patient, perservering) in order for me to transcend it. Stick to the process and not to give in 😊.

Hang on in there if you are experiencing something similar❣
In love, light and peace ☮🕉💚💜❤️🙏🏻

Lena

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